Dominating. I have dominated meetings, presentations, proposals almost everything. My personal life I have organized things so strategically that they only know my way. I’ve never felt out of control even in intimate activities. I have created a life that fits my wants needs and desires. Very structured and strategic. Then I met her. Then …
I think I dodged a serious bullet by not being the first child, but that doesn’t stop the standards and expectations. It doesn’t stop the comparison from the moment parents see any difference that strays away from what they originally want from you or have seen from your older sibling. I’m not sure what it …
The day the scales feel from my eyes was the day I saw myself. I was busy chasing shadows while being barely noticed. I saw myself the way he saw me. Available, ever ready, forgiving, accepting, tolerant, naïve, easy and maybe even easy to manipulate. I don’t know how I missed it before, in fact …
I’ve heard this thing being said so many times in multiple different scenarios. ‘Its complicated’. I’ve heard both males and females say it. I’ve heard it said in abusive marriages and relationships. I’ve heard it said I’m toxic relationships. I’ve heard it said in toxic friendships. I’ve heard it said when people cheat, lie, gaslight …
What the fuck am I doing? What the fuck am I actually doing?? I’ve had this thought going through my head over and over again. ‘I’m doing it for the plot’ ‘I need some spice in my life’ ‘let me just indulge this one time’ but at this point I’m not seeing the point. Then …
How do I tell my heart to stop beating so fast when you’re near? How do I tell my skin not to crave your touch? How do I tell my mind to stop bring up thoughts of you? How do I look at the places we loved to the same way? How do I stop …
It is better to walk away from what could have been than to deny the of reality of what is. I have understood from experience, both mine and others, that to fall for potential is a regrettable decision. What I am learning now is that it is just hard, hard to know that someone or something …
According to the internet, love is a complex, multifaceted emotion and behavior characterized by deep affection, intimacy, and commitment towards people, animals, or concepts. It spans from intense romantic desire to platonic, familial, or self-giving care. How do you describe falling in love? How do you describe feeling intense love for someone so deeply that …
It’s just easy to wish to have something that isn’t yours. To admire the ones that have it, wish to be them, envy them even. But no one ever understands the responsibility of having those things than the one who has it. Imagination is often far different from reality. I think that’s one of the …
This is when you unconsciously or consciously act against your own goals, creating obstacles through behaviors like procrastination, perfectionism, self-medication or negative self-talk, often rooted in fear of failure, low self-esteem, or past trauma, and it can be overcome by increasing self-awareness and addressing underlying beliefs. Felt the need to define the word, according to …
