Dominating. I have dominated meetings, presentations, proposals almost everything. My personal life I have organized things so strategically that they only know my way. I’ve never felt out of control even in intimate activities. I have created a life that fits my wants needs and desires. Very structured and strategic. Then I met her.
Then I met a beautiful, smart, sexy goddess. Attraction might have gotten me there but that’s not what kept me. Granted I’m still and will always be attracted to her but there’s something more to it.
Their comes a point in every man’s life that he must accept defeat. He must accept the loss of things that he fought to achieve but didn’t. I’ve dealt with many situations that I have had to accept defeat and move on. I’ve also had situation where I’ve had to respect authority. I know what is means to conform and obey.
Have you ever met someone that you wanted to hand over control to? Have you ever wanted to submit? To worship? To do as you are told?
I haven’t had those thoughts before until her. It’s not about her taking over my life and becoming my mommy. It’s about feeling so comfortable and being more vulnerable. I let the power go because she makes it easy to do so. I don’t feel less of a man when I do it, I just feel safe. She doesn’t demand it of me, I just naturally submit in her presence. There’s this aura she has that engulfs me whenever she’s near.
Don’t get me wrong, I do take charge when I need to and take care of her needs. I just know when to be vulnerable. Balance.
I just want to worship her and do whatever she wants. You’d think someone who has such power would take advantage of it but she never does. She gives a command and I obey them, but she checks in too. Asks if I’m okay or comfortable with her requests. She acknowledges my limits and respects them. I’ve never felt unsafe or taken advantage of. Everything I have done, I have wanted to do it.
It’s a different kind of high being drunk on her presence. Watching her take control and take charge is so intoxicating. Having her dominate me is a thrill I never knew I needed.
When she grabs my chin and looks me in the eye, I’m powerless. When she calls me her good boy or baby boy; I feel so much excitement. I never knew I had a praise kink till she praised me. There were lots of things I didn’t know about myself until her. Would I have still been fulfilled without this knowledge, most definitely. But now that I’ve tasted this there’s no going back. And it’s just with her, only for her.
I’ve never felt so powerless like the day she told me to kneel at her feet. The moment my knees touched the ground I understood what total submission looked like and I wanted more. My dick was so I hard I thought I’d embarrass myself if she slightly brushed her skin against mine.
She’s shown me a world I never knew existed. Heights of pleasure I didn’t know I could reach. She’s punished my negligence and rewarded my obedience. She’s edged me till I’ve pleaded and begged. Everything she’s done to me has been nothing short of euphoric. I’ve never wanted to give up control the way I have with her. Never thought of the idea of someone dominating me but I’d gladly take her dominance every day. She’s my queen and I’d gladly bow to her.
Theres a way her eyes look and her voice lowers when she wants to take charge of me. Like clockwork my body recognises the change and I submit. I kneel at her feet, kiss her hands and obey. It’s never out of fear but pure adoration. I adore her so much that my need for control bows to her desire for my submission.