You know the pain is different when the tears cannot even fall. You know you’ve cried enough when the tears can no longer come. Does that make it hurt less? Does that mean the pain is gone? The answer is no! For those that have gotten to this point its not hard to see that …
RAPE (OCT 14, 2022) That word that has scared so many and has been misused by a lot. A word that has destroyed so many lives, a word that has been made to seem more dirtier than it actually is. A word that has been marked with shame, lies, scorn, trauma, pain, anxiety, fear, abuse, …
The legendary phrase that may be true is also very false. First of all, no one is born an asshole, various experiences throughout life makes us become who we are. Secondly, why exactly are we generalizing the entire male species based on one mans mistake or a bunch of men’s mistakes. In lots of cases …
I can fear everything about a man but never the man himself. You’d think based on all my past experiences with the male species, both traumatic and otherwise, I’d be terrified of men. Unfortunately, that’s far, very much far from what I feel for them. As much as I’d love to discuss my trauma to …
I’ve always hates mirrors for a few reasons suddenly I seem to have more reasons to do so. The depth of my insecurities has developed quite a lot over the years. For some reason I’m not particularly sure that what I’m writing is going to make any sense, but we’ll see how that goes won’t …
This was a hard write, but so has everything I have been writing since I could write again. Whoever thought that day would come that the most confident person I know would lose it all. Sometimes it’s funny how you talk yourself into building this persona that is amazing, then you again talk yourself into …
Turmoil is all I can feel at this point. Nah, definitely arousal is lingering in there but its not as much as the turmoil I feel at the thought of her. From the moment I smelt her intoxicating scent I was hypnotized; even before I saw her gorgeous face and heard her alluring voice. It …
ME (12th SEPTEMBER 2022) Burning sensations deep within has me wondering what would hurt more, this sensation or the actual fire? Would life be better to exist or just make an effort to live? I have no more meaningful words that would speak the words that ache my chest to speak. A lot of things to drown …
ME (APRIL 29th 2022) It’s been forever and a day hasn’t it. I have found myself sinking deeper and even far more deeper than I ever thought would be possible and that I had no idea that I was digging for myself, and even at this point, after months of trying I am nowhere to …
I want to be held forever in his loving arms. I want to be loved unconditionally. But how can someone as undeniably perfect as he is, fall for an ugly bundle of imperfection that is me, it wasn’t possible. I would probably end up alone or with someone of the exact state and live in …
