I look in the mirror and I see the reflection of me, not the me that I like but that I despise. She’s nothing like the image of me in my head. She’s worse. She’s a thorn in my side. She’s the person I try so desperately hard not to be but here she is looking …
He can never be what I want him to be because he isn’t supposed to be what I want. Not because he’s a bad person or anything, but because I know what I want, and I can clearly see that he isn’t that. I’m just preparing for disappointments if I choose to be with him. …
GRIEF I have never lost someone to the hands of death before, more so to the hands of life. I have lost people to the circle of life. To people choosing to leave my life for whatever reason or for the circumstances of life drifting us apart. In particular I have noticed certain patterns that …
So, I recently noticed something that I would like to talk about and that is the concept or idea of what we have unconsciously made self-love to be. The concept that I am constantly seeing is that self-love is when you’re waking up on time, dressing your bed, having a healthy shake or a fruit …
ME (19th NOVEMBER 2023) He said I was the rainbow in his life. I was colourful and filled with so much vibrance that he never wanted our time to end, but all things must come to an end. Everyday my sparkle was too enchanting to be ignored so the attention of his was never wavering. Then …
There is a point in life when you realize who you are. There are no doubt and no misconceptions. I have gotten to that point. I know who I am. I am the good thing people get before better comes. I am the steppingstone to them realizing themselves. I am not their ‘forever’ but their …
I have been abandoned. I have been rejected. I have been ignored. I have been pushed aside. I have been used. I have been misjudged. I have been taken advantage of. I have been lied to. I have been abused. I have been taken for granted. I have been torn apart. I have been hurt. …
ME (12th JUNE 2023) Can’t remember the last time I wrote without music, so we’ll see how this goes. I feel like a sort of life update is needed but not right now. That requires a certain sense of stability that I don’t particularly have at the moment. There are good days and bad days but …
I have chosen the path that protects my heart from pain. I have chosen to speak when it is needed not wanted. I have chosen to not shed a tear for anyone anymore. I have chosen to make decisions that put me first. I have chosen not to hurt others, because I have felt pain …
I have spent a lot of time thinking about things that I can control and things that I cannot control, and it has not made me feel any better about anything. You know when you feel like you’ve finally established the difference between the two so now you can understand things better. You can work …
