Being With Me

You know in my short time on earth I’ve learnt oh so much. And one of the many things that I have learned is that people prefer their ideas over the reality of things. They like the concepts that they have created in their heads and when the reality is different they become agitated. I’d

Silence

Too many people seeking to have their voices heard, screaming, shouting sounding like a pack of wild animals that have been left to starve. Fighting for a piece of meat that only a few people can actually consume. I understand the animalistic nature of humans. I understand that people feel the need to speak up

Who I Am

There is a point in life when you realize who you are. There are no doubt and no misconceptions. I have gotten to that point. I know who I am. I am the good thing people get before better comes. I am the steppingstone to them realizing themselves. I am not their ‘forever’ but their

The Feeing of Pain

I have been abandoned. I have been rejected. I have been ignored. I have been pushed aside. I have been used. I have been misjudged. I have been taken advantage of. I have been lied to. I have been abused. I have been taken for granted. I have been torn apart. I have been hurt.

ME

ME (12th JUNE 2023) Can’t remember the last time I wrote without music, so we’ll see how this goes. I feel like a sort of life update is needed but not right now. That requires a certain sense of stability that I don’t particularly have at the moment. There are good days and bad days but

I thought

I have chosen the path that protects my heart from pain. I have chosen to speak when it is needed not wanted. I have chosen to not shed a tear for anyone anymore. I have chosen to make decisions that put me first. I have chosen not to hurt others, because I have felt pain

ME

I have spent a lot of time thinking about things that I can control and things that I cannot control, and it has not made me feel any better about anything. You know when you feel like you’ve finally established the difference between the two so now you can understand things better. You can work

Fleeting Desire

There is this passion that I desire but I am not allowed to have. I am not restricted to having it by any means, but the consequences of the past hold me back from exploring further than the limits that I have given myself. It is not that I do not want to reach the

Am I Overthinking It?

I don’t fully understand the depths of his emptions, maybe there aren’t even any emotions to begin with. Maybe I am just overthinking his affections for emotions that aren’t truly there. I don’t know what to think anymore. He shows me affection, intimate affection. It’s in the way he looks at me when we are

Looks Can Be Deceiving

There is this popular saying that ‘all that glitters is not gold’. As popular as the saying is the meaning quite simple, it means that looks can be deceiving. It means that you should be careful about the people you surround yourself with, the people you get into intimate relationships with, the people you work