You know in my short time on earth I’ve learnt oh so much. And one of the many things that I have learned is that people prefer their ideas over the reality of things. They like the concepts that they have created in their heads and when the reality is different they become agitated. I’d like to look at this on a personal perspective.
I’ve been in a few relationships that have ended because they had run their course and everything that starts must come to an end whether in life or death. In those relationships I have seen people come to me with the expectation and ideas of who I am and what I am supposed to do in the relationship. They have their ideas of how a relationship should be as everyone does, this i understand. What baffled me is the ideology of who I am in the relationship.
One of the reasons I’ve decided that I’m never getting into a relationship with someone I just met is because people see me and make assumptions about me and expect me to follow those assumptions, and when I don’t I’m tagged as the problem. I am the problem because they thought I was like this but in reality I am the exact opposite. Is that my problem? Nope. Am I the problem? Nope. But at the end of the day they think whatever fits into their delusional heads to justify all the bullshit they do.
I am not going to change to become this image you created in your head. I am not here to fulfill your delusions. When you decide to get into a relationship with someone it should be because you have known them to a certain point and feel that this person is worth that extra mile. If that be the case then there would be less problems in the world.
Back to my point. Being with me is a whole different ball game that pretty flashy headlights you see in the beginning. And as for those that are just planning to come and fuck me then keep being delusional.
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