His & Hers

A Valentine Special First of all, I want to welcome my new journal to the family, praying for an amazing new adventure. Secondly, this has absolutely nothing to do with the new movie franchise. Ironically, I haven’t even watched it yet. I plan to eventually. Now back to regular programming. HIS I woke up in the

Pretty Little Words

The first day I saw her tears it broke my heart. I watched her facial features crumble into sadness, her lips close and her eye tear up, then the tear dropped from her eye, then the other one. Her lips quivered and the tears flowed freely. I watched the woman I loved with everything in

Wishes

It’s just easy to wish to have something that isn’t yours. To admire the ones that have it, wish to be them, envy them even. But no one ever understands the responsibility of having those things than the one who has it. Imagination is often far different from reality. I think that’s one of the

Self-Sabotage

This is when you unconsciously or consciously act against your own goals, creating obstacles through behaviors like procrastination, perfectionism, self-medication or negative self-talk, often rooted in fear of failure, low self-esteem, or past trauma, and it can be overcome by increasing self-awareness and addressing underlying beliefs. Felt the need to define the word, according to

Silence

I guess this is it again isn’t it. Why am I surprised? Am I even surprised? You’ve done this before. Ignored my texts and calls. It’s been days and I haven’t heard from you. First it started with mild irritation, to anger, then concern, now it’s just hurt. You’re hurting me again. Is this going

Falling

It would be so easy to fall in love with you again. To close my eyes and melt into your warm embrace. It would be so easy to full back into the rhythm of things between us. To hold your hand, kiss your lips, fuck you deep. To go back to the way it used

Closing Hours

I honestly don’t know what to say. The whole year felt like living in a simulation, like I wasn’t living my life but watching someone else’s. I don’t know how to explain it but I guess I sort of have to in a way. It felt like living the same day over and over again

Attraction vs Perversion

How much is too much? According to the Internet, attraction is a powerful force drawing things or people together, encompassing physical (like gravity or magnetism), personal (a person’s charm, appeal, or interest in another). And perversion refers to behavior, attitude, or actions that deviate significantly from accepted societal, moral, or sexual norms, often interpreted as

Acceptance

I found myself constantly wanting. Subconsciously and consciously trying to strengthen bonds that were never meant to exist in the first place. I continue to fight battles that are not mine and still wonder why I lose. I’m not blind, neither am I deaf. I can see the signs, hear the lies but yet I

Haunted

I’ve been thinking about her all day and finally the day is over and I can have her in my arms. She walks out of the bathroom looking like a dream. Absolutely stunning here see through one-piece, blue lingerie. Her hair is tied in a messy bun as a few stray strands poke out all