Dominating. I have dominated meetings, presentations, proposals almost everything. My personal life I have organized things so strategically that they only know my way. I’ve never felt out of control even in intimate activities. I have created a life that fits my wants needs and desires. Very structured and strategic. Then I met her. Then …
I think I dodged a serious bullet by not being the first child, but that doesn’t stop the standards and expectations. It doesn’t stop the comparison from the moment parents see any difference that strays away from what they originally want from you or have seen from your older sibling. I’m not sure what it …
The day the scales feel from my eyes was the day I saw myself. I was busy chasing shadows while being barely noticed. I saw myself the way he saw me. Available, ever ready, forgiving, accepting, tolerant, naïve, easy and maybe even easy to manipulate. I don’t know how I missed it before, in fact …
I’ve heard this thing being said so many times in multiple different scenarios. ‘Its complicated’. I’ve heard both males and females say it. I’ve heard it said in abusive marriages and relationships. I’ve heard it said I’m toxic relationships. I’ve heard it said in toxic friendships. I’ve heard it said when people cheat, lie, gaslight …
What the fuck am I doing? What the fuck am I actually doing?? I’ve had this thought going through my head over and over again. ‘I’m doing it for the plot’ ‘I need some spice in my life’ ‘let me just indulge this one time’ but at this point I’m not seeing the point. Then …
How do I tell my heart to stop beating so fast when you’re near? How do I tell my skin not to crave your touch? How do I tell my mind to stop bring up thoughts of you? How do I look at the places we loved to the same way? How do I stop …
Delicious. That’s the first word that comes to mind when I see his face. Now seated in the audience watching him present his best presentation yet, till the next one which will better, it always is. The words pour out of his mouth like a perfect symphony. He’s talking about important stuff like sales, margines, …
It is better to walk away from what could have been than to deny the of reality of what is. I have understood from experience, both mine and others, that to fall for potential is a regrettable decision. What I am learning now is that it is just hard, hard to know that someone or something …
I just went through a situation and it made me realise I want someone to love me always. Not in the way that most people mean it, I want you to love me on the days you find it hard to love. I want you to love me during the days where you feel like …
According to the internet, love is a complex, multifaceted emotion and behavior characterized by deep affection, intimacy, and commitment towards people, animals, or concepts. It spans from intense romantic desire to platonic, familial, or self-giving care. How do you describe falling in love? How do you describe feeling intense love for someone so deeply that …
