I have never known loss as I have now. The people I expect to know me the most only see a pinch and use that pinch to magnify my entire personality. I am disappointed but not surprised because that is how humans work. The rather live on assumptions that ask necessary questions or rather see things for what they think it to be than rather what they actually are.
I won’t say that I haven’t presented myself from a different person than I actually am but does that give you the right assume. I never expected it to be so bad that you cannot see the obvious though so this is a low blow for me but I still have nothing to prove to you cause you honestly don’t deserve it. No matter what I say your mind has already created the illusion of me in your head and it won’t matter until it eventually does and you lose sight of it.
I’m not here to prove myself to you cause I already know who the fuck I am and if you can’t see it then fuck you! You definitely don’t deserve what I have to offer and if I choose to ignore your true self then shut up and take it!
My words are harsh because my anger is raised and this realization is petrifying to me. I don’t know if I should accept things as it is or prove you wrong. I honestly couldn’t care less what you think because I am always never the expectation of what people expect. I am happy I’m not cause your expectations are shallow bared theories that make sense to you and you alone. I could go on to belittle your ignorance and level of intelligence but I won’t. Not because I don’t want to but because I don’t have it, it’s unnecessary and your stupidity is too obvious to me to deny.
I know who I am and I don’t need you or anyone else to confirm me to me.