I have never known loss as I have now. The people I expect to know me the most only see a pinch and use that pinch to magnify my entire personality. I am disappointed but not surprised because that is how humans work. The rather live on assumptions that ask necessary questions or rather see …
A lot of people have so many things they wish to say to me. Deep thoughts they wish to share, feelings they wish to pour out, insults they want to spew, comment they’d like to make, compliments they want to give, and much more words of either love or hate but they won’t say it …
A very funny human fact is that you never see flaws of the person you love until that person hurts you. Then the things you never really paid attention to begin to unfold. You begin to realize that that person wasn’t perfect to begin with. The perfections you saw were there but they weren’t completely …
When you do not notice my absence how would you ever understand the importance to my presence? How would you even know whether I’m here or not? You do not see me. You are blind to my existence. Even when I’m right in front of you begging you too notice me you still don’t see …
Drowning in my own sea of sadness isn’t it beautiful. Watching the water the water splash about as I struggle to stay afloat, screaming for help, which I know isn’t coming. Paddling my legs about. Trashing my hands uncontrollably all in the hope that by some miracle help would come or by magic I could …
What is fear? Fear is the absence of courage. Courage is the absence of fear. It can also be the ability for a person to do anything no matter how dangerous, risky or life threatening the task may be. Fear is the inability of someone to do something because he/she is insecure. It could be …
Why do I keep trying to look for acceptance when I know I’m too different from them? Why do I keep being naïve enough to let their opinions of me affect me? Because I am a youth influenced by the prejudice of society looking for that unattainable thing called ‘acceptance’. Because no matter how much …
