‘Men Are Scum’

The legendary phrase that may be true is also very false. First of all, no one is born an asshole, various experiences throughout life makes us become who we are. Secondly, why exactly are we generalizing the entire male species based on one mans mistake or a bunch of men’s mistakes. In lots of cases

The Absence Of Fear

I can fear everything about a man but never the man himself. You’d think based on all my past experiences with the male species, both traumatic and otherwise, I’d be terrified of men. Unfortunately, that’s far, very much far from what I feel for them. As much as I’d love to discuss my trauma to

Life isn’t a fairytale

I want to be held forever in his loving arms. I want to be loved unconditionally. But how can someone as undeniably perfect as he is, fall for an ugly bundle of imperfection that is me, it wasn’t possible.  I would probably end up alone or with someone of the exact state and live in

Just a thought

The world today is filled with so much toxicity and negativity that we forget so much that amongst the bad there is also worse, I’m kidding I meant there is good amongst the bad. I just wanted to say that in as much as social media is becoming toxic there is also good in it. 

Voices in my head D

Do you know how suffocating it feels to be around so many people and still feel like your alone inside? Do you know the consequences of all the pain that I keep all locked up inside my heart? I don’t think you do. In fact I’m very sure you don’t because its not your business

This isn’t right

Apologizing is all I seem to be doing these days. The words ‘I’m very sorry’ are being repeated as a constant mantra from my lips only but never yours. Then I begin to wonder, how did we drift apart so much? What happened to us? What changed between us? The fact that you don’t take

Her? She? E

I have never known loss as I have now. The people I expect to know me the most only see a pinch and use that pinch to magnify my entire personality. I am disappointed but not surprised because that is how humans work. The rather live on assumptions that ask necessary questions or rather see

Voices in my head C

A lot of people have so many things they wish to say to me. Deep thoughts they wish to share, feelings they wish to pour out, insults they want to spew, comment they’d like to make, compliments they want to give, and much more words of either love or hate but they won’t say it

A quiet place

A thousand voices speaking all at once, all saying different things. I try my best to give each one of them a chance to speak but chaos listens to no one. They all want their voices to be heard no matter the cost. They don’t care about my sanity. They don’t care about anyone but

Indecisively decided

I wonder how he feels whenever I shut that door at his face. I’ve done it so many times. I just did it right now. Shutting him out him out my house. It’s getting harder to keep doing this to him but it’s for our own good and its better this way. The closer he