Apologizing is all I seem to be doing these days. The words ‘I’m very sorry’ are being repeated as a constant mantra from my lips only but never yours. Then I begin to wonder, how did we drift apart so much? What happened to us? What changed between us?
The fact that you don’t take responsibility for anything these days should be one factor. The fact that you don’t talk to me anymore. You don’t look me in the eyes anymore. I don’t see those sparks in your eyes anymore. All I see is a deep black hole that is lifeless and empty. Your not the same and I’m very sure you know that.
I don’t know what happened to you cause its very obvious that you don’t want me to know. Im not going to ask either.
This isn’t you. This isn’t us. I don’t want this to continue. I don’t know what to do since you won’t tell me what’s wrong. I do know that I’m not going anywhere even if you tell me to, no matter how drastically you chase me to leave I won’t.