Dominating. I have dominated meetings, presentations, proposals almost everything. My personal life I have organized things so strategically that they only know my way. I’ve never felt out of control even in intimate activities. I have created a life that fits my wants needs and desires. Very structured and strategic. Then I met her. Then …
I think I dodged a serious bullet by not being the first child, but that doesn’t stop the standards and expectations. It doesn’t stop the comparison from the moment parents see any difference that strays away from what they originally want from you or have seen from your older sibling. I’m not sure what it …
The day the scales feel from my eyes was the day I saw myself. I was busy chasing shadows while being barely noticed. I saw myself the way he saw me. Available, ever ready, forgiving, accepting, tolerant, naïve, easy and maybe even easy to manipulate. I don’t know how I missed it before, in fact …
I’ve heard this thing being said so many times in multiple different scenarios. ‘Its complicated’. I’ve heard both males and females say it. I’ve heard it said in abusive marriages and relationships. I’ve heard it said I’m toxic relationships. I’ve heard it said in toxic friendships. I’ve heard it said when people cheat, lie, gaslight …
How do I tell my heart to stop beating so fast when you’re near? How do I tell my skin not to crave your touch? How do I tell my mind to stop bring up thoughts of you? How do I look at the places we loved to the same way? How do I stop …
Delicious. That’s the first word that comes to mind when I see his face. Now seated in the audience watching him present his best presentation yet, till the next one which will better, it always is. The words pour out of his mouth like a perfect symphony. He’s talking about important stuff like sales, margines, …
According to the internet, love is a complex, multifaceted emotion and behavior characterized by deep affection, intimacy, and commitment towards people, animals, or concepts. It spans from intense romantic desire to platonic, familial, or self-giving care. How do you describe falling in love? How do you describe feeling intense love for someone so deeply that …
A Valentine Special First of all, I want to welcome my new journal to the family, praying for an amazing new adventure. Secondly, this has absolutely nothing to do with the new movie franchise. Ironically, I haven’t even watched it yet. I plan to eventually. Now back to regular programming. HIS I woke up in the …
The first day I saw her tears it broke my heart. I watched her facial features crumble into sadness, her lips close and her eye tear up, then the tear dropped from her eye, then the other one. Her lips quivered and the tears flowed freely. I watched the woman I loved with everything in …
It would be so easy to fall in love with you again. To close my eyes and melt into your warm embrace. It would be so easy to full back into the rhythm of things between us. To hold your hand, kiss your lips, fuck you deep. To go back to the way it used …
