Chaos brewing

I hate it when I want to write and every thought I had suddenly vanishes. Okay they have returned, now let’s get to it. My mind has always been a constant rollercoaster of thoughts. Like how our hearts are constantly beating at all times so is my mind constantly thinking. Sometimes those thoughts align to

Wash The Hurt Away

You know the pain is different when the tears cannot even fall. You know you’ve cried enough when the tears can no longer come. Does that make it hurt less? Does that mean the pain is gone? The answer is no! For those that have gotten to this point its not hard to see that

Rape

 RAPE (OCT 14, 2022) That word that has scared so many and has been misused by a lot. A word that has destroyed so many lives, a word that has been made to seem more dirtier than it actually is. A word that has been marked with shame, lies, scorn, trauma, pain, anxiety, fear, abuse,

Mirrors

I’ve always hates mirrors for a few reasons suddenly I seem to have more reasons to do so. The depth of my insecurities has developed quite a lot over the years. For some reason I’m not particularly sure that what I’m writing is going to make any sense, but we’ll see how that goes won’t

Losing Self-Confidence

This was a hard write, but so has everything I have been writing since I could write again. Whoever thought that day would come that the most confident person I know would lose it all. Sometimes it’s funny how you talk yourself into building this persona that is amazing, then you again talk yourself into

Just a thought

The world today is filled with so much toxicity and negativity that we forget so much that amongst the bad there is also worse, I’m kidding I meant there is good amongst the bad. I just wanted to say that in as much as social media is becoming toxic there is also good in it. 

Voices in my head D

Do you know how suffocating it feels to be around so many people and still feel like your alone inside? Do you know the consequences of all the pain that I keep all locked up inside my heart? I don’t think you do. In fact I’m very sure you don’t because its not your business

Her? She? E

I have never known loss as I have now. The people I expect to know me the most only see a pinch and use that pinch to magnify my entire personality. I am disappointed but not surprised because that is how humans work. The rather live on assumptions that ask necessary questions or rather see

Voices in my head C

A lot of people have so many things they wish to say to me. Deep thoughts they wish to share, feelings they wish to pour out, insults they want to spew, comment they’d like to make, compliments they want to give, and much more words of either love or hate but they won’t say it

A chance…

A simple choice to say yes or no could build a nation or destroy it. In life, we make choices every single day of our existence. The clothes we wear, the food we eat, when we laugh or cry, places we go to, people we talk to, all these choices that we keep making everyday