Fleeting Desire

There is this passion that I desire but I am not allowed to have. I am not restricted to having it by any means, but the consequences of the past hold me back from exploring further than the limits that I have given myself. It is not that I do not want to reach the

Rape

 RAPE (OCT 14, 2022) That word that has scared so many and has been misused by a lot. A word that has destroyed so many lives, a word that has been made to seem more dirtier than it actually is. A word that has been marked with shame, lies, scorn, trauma, pain, anxiety, fear, abuse,

Just a thought

The world today is filled with so much toxicity and negativity that we forget so much that amongst the bad there is also worse, I’m kidding I meant there is good amongst the bad. I just wanted to say that in as much as social media is becoming toxic there is also good in it. 

Voices in my head D

Do you know how suffocating it feels to be around so many people and still feel like your alone inside? Do you know the consequences of all the pain that I keep all locked up inside my heart? I don’t think you do. In fact I’m very sure you don’t because its not your business

This isn’t right

Apologizing is all I seem to be doing these days. The words ‘I’m very sorry’ are being repeated as a constant mantra from my lips only but never yours. Then I begin to wonder, how did we drift apart so much? What happened to us? What changed between us? The fact that you don’t take

Voices in my head C

A lot of people have so many things they wish to say to me. Deep thoughts they wish to share, feelings they wish to pour out, insults they want to spew, comment they’d like to make, compliments they want to give, and much more words of either love or hate but they won’t say it

A quiet place

A thousand voices speaking all at once, all saying different things. I try my best to give each one of them a chance to speak but chaos listens to no one. They all want their voices to be heard no matter the cost. They don’t care about my sanity. They don’t care about anyone but

Guardian angel

I’ve never met anyone like him. He has this aura of mystery but a heart of pure gold. He’s always there when I need him and when I don’t. It’s hard knowing that he knows so much about me and I barely know anything about him. He keeps me in the dark about everything and

My Rarity

My single rose in my field of daises.  My rarity. That one person that makes things change for him. That person that I can hardly say no to. That person that sees me for who and what I am and not who I make everyone think I am. That one person that would won’t see

Pain

He looks at her with adoration and love but treats me with hatred and disgust. He smiles in my absence but scowls at my presence. He complains of my negligence but never appreciates my attentiveness. He never calls or texts, never bothers to know if I’m living or dead. He hates my clinginess but despises