So, I recently noticed something that I would like to talk about and that is the concept or idea of what we have unconsciously made self-love to be. The concept that I am constantly seeing is that self-love is when you’re waking up on time, dressing your bed, having a healthy shake or a fruit …
Terrified. That’s how exactly I feel every time I see him. I’m not scared of him or what he could do to me. I’m terrified of what he has already done. I’m not talking about him hitting me. I’m talking about what just his mere presence does to my senses. I instantly become weak and …
Do you know what it feels like to be kept in bondage? To be trapped and help as a prisoner? Not because you did something wrong but because your female. Your kidnapped at a tender age and prosecuted. You are damaged beyond repair because of your innocence and naivety. You are beaten, battered, bruised, raped, …
I have thought about it, asked about it, felt it and experienced it enough to know that I am worthless. I am a useless piece of furniture that constantly gets repossessed but never retained. It can be said to be a good thing to always be wanted but what’s the point if you are never …
I was raped today……. and I enjoyed it. I can’t explain it but it felt so good. I’ve never had sex before so this would be my first time and I enjoyed it. I invited him over; we had dinner and were on the couch talking then we started making out. It was going well, …
He hurt me again, this time it wasn’t physically. At this point I don’t know which I prefer. If I had to pick between getting body slammed to the ground with possible injuries and broken bones, or having my already low self-esteem as well as mental health picked apart till I’m left more broken every …
I would love to start this like every other love confession that I’ve watched in movies, but I’ve never been regular so why start now. This is me telling you that I love you and will make the effort to make that love last forever. I haven’t loved you since the moment we met. I …
Normally this would have been written at the end of the year, but I decided to enter the new year and give the previous year a breather. Give myself sometime to reflect and look back at everything in order to be able to look forward. I would like this to be my first entry of …
ME (19th NOVEMBER 2023) He said I was the rainbow in his life. I was colourful and filled with so much vibrance that he never wanted our time to end, but all things must come to an end. Everyday my sparkle was too enchanting to be ignored so the attention of his was never wavering. Then …
You know in my short time on earth I’ve learnt oh so much. And one of the many things that I have learned is that people prefer their ideas over the reality of things. They like the concepts that they have created in their heads and when the reality is different they become agitated. I’d …
