I would love to start this like every other love confession that I’ve watched in movies, but I’ve never been regular so why start now. This is me telling you that I love you and will make the effort to make that love last forever. I haven’t loved you since the moment we met. I have loved you since the moment our hearts spoke. The moments we spent together are my favourite part of my day. You make being me a little easier. I want to spend every moment with you, both good and bad. I want to wake up and fall asleep in your arms. I want to experience you like never before, and I don’t ever want that experience to end.
My confession is that I want to be with you. I want to love you, care for you, cherish you, laugh with you, cry with you, hold your hand, hug you, kiss you, caress you, have intimate moments with you, make memories with you, share experiences with you. This isn’t a proposal. This isn’t even me asking you out. This is just me confessing what I feel in my heart. I have no idea what the future would hold or even what would happen tomorrow. Who knows you might wake up tomorrow and have no interest in me or some other unforeseen circumstance may happen that could stop us from being together or end us. I don’t want to bother about that.
I don’t want to build fear or worry over things that I have no control over. Today is here and right now I know what I feel for you. I know that I want you for however long we would last. I would love to promise you forever but I’m too much of a realist for that. What I do know is that I will try until the end, either the end of us or my life, whichever comes first. I don’t want our past to be better than our future, unless that future doesn’t have us in it. I might regret saying that later if we don’t end up together but for right now that’s how deeply I feel about us. That’s how much I want us to work and also how much I’m going to put into making it work.
You already know me well enough, so you know how determined I can be. Love goes both ways, so this is just me doing my part and letting you know how I feel and what I’m willing to do, that is if you feel the same way. With that being said I want you to let me know how you feel and if this is something you want. As much as I’d be over the moon with excitement if you feel the same way, I want you to be honest. If I am not who you want just tell me, I won’t understand and it would hurt like hell but I will respect your wishes. I won’t want to pressure you into something you don’t want. I love you too much to watch you hurt yourself by being with me if that’s not what you want.
That’s all I have to say. I’ll give you time to reach out and let me know how you feel. Patiently waiting for yout response.
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