When I kept saying that when I get a lover, I wanted him to be obsessed with me I didn’t mean this much though. Be careful what you wish for they said. A little too late for caution now isn’t it. I got exactly what I wanted. A man who breathes me. A man that adores and worships me. A man that is insatiably obsessed with me and I love every second of it.
It does have its downsides but for the most part I enjoy it.
I’m so exhausted today. Walking into our home after a long workday and all I want is a massage and a long bath, alas he’s not here to give me one so a long soak it is. Turning on the water in the tub, I stripped down and light up some strawberry scented candles and throw in a bath bomb. I clean up my makeup and get into the tub with a bottle of red wine and a glass. Classical music fills the room as I drink and unwind.
Laying in this tub I realize that we Haven’t been seeing much of ourselves recently. We’ve both been heavily preoccupied with work so much that the only times we do see are late at night or during our lunch breaks if we can make out time to meet up at a café or something. But we’ve been texting and calling though. Before I got home, he texted me that he will be working late tonight so it’s gonna be a lonely night. I miss him. I could demand that he drop everything he’s doing and come home to me, I know he would, but I have a better idea.
After spending 30 minutes in the tub, I came out and drained it. I turn on my sexy time playlist and get to work. I slowly caress myself as I use the towel to dry up. Then I get my lotion and begin to apply it as sensually as possible. Spending more time than usual on one spot before moving to the next and doing it all over again. Then I get a text on my phone, I know it’s him but I don’t even bother to look at it. I continue my little show till I’m done.
I know he’s watching me and that is confirmed when I check the text which says “is that show for me sweetness?” I smile but I don’t reply. I turn on the TV and play one of my favorite videos of us. It’s of me handcuffed to the bed and he uses me like his little whore. Why is it my favorite? Because it was the first time he used his toys on me and actually let his beast out and fucked me like an animal. It was pure bliss.
How do I know he’s watching me? Two reasons. First is that we’ve barely had time to spend with each other especially today. Second there are cameras in every single room in this house. Apart from the security cameras there are personal cameras that he designed specifically to watch me. Like the one in the bathroom and all the ones in our bedroom. Now that he can’t have me physically in his presence, he can at least pacify himself with watching me.
I told you I love mine obsessed. Now back to my little show. But the video playing on the TV, muted of course I picked out a flimsy nighty. Completely see through and barely covers my ass in his favorite colour, white. I lay on the bed and pick up my vibrator. I spread my legs apart and watch us as I stroke myself with my fingers. I’m dripping within minutes, and I hear my phone ring. I know he just texted me but I’m not paying any attention.
I turn on my vibrator and get to work. Stroking myself with it. Then placing it on my clit and increasing the speed, while I pinch and pull my nipples hard. My moans fill the room as my climax builds. I hear my phone ring, but it sounds so far away. I watch he fucks me harder on the screen and I go harder on my clit. I increase my tempo as I put two fingers inside myself. Fucking my pussy and teasing my clit faster and faster till the climax surges through me and I scream out his name. I ride it out for a minute before I stop.
I turn off my vibrator and lay down exhausted. I’m trying to catch m breathe when the door bursts open and I jerk up in surprise as he walks into the room looking like a hunter that has finally caught his prey.
Mission accomplished.
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