He looks at her with adoration and love but treats me with hatred and disgust. He smiles in my absence but scowls at my presence. He complains of my negligence but never appreciates my attentiveness. He never calls or texts, never bothers to know if I’m living or dead. He hates my clinginess but despises …
A simple choice to say yes or no could build a nation or destroy it. In life, we make choices every single day of our existence. The clothes we wear, the food we eat, when we laugh or cry, places we go to, people we talk to, all these choices that we keep making everyday …
When you do not notice my absence how would you ever understand the importance to my presence? How would you even know whether I’m here or not? You do not see me. You are blind to my existence. Even when I’m right in front of you begging you too notice me you still don’t see …
I’m sorry for caring cause I knew you never did. I’m sorry for all the inappropriately heartfelt text messages and calls. I’m sorry if I was coming on too strong. I’m sorry that I acted based on how I felt without thinking about how you felt. I’m sorry for not reading the little signs of …
Drowning in my own sea of sadness isn’t it beautiful. Watching the water the water splash about as I struggle to stay afloat, screaming for help, which I know isn’t coming. Paddling my legs about. Trashing my hands uncontrollably all in the hope that by some miracle help would come or by magic I could …
To be is to be blameless, to not be guilty. To be found by all means not to be involved or responsible for a crime or action. In that case, are we innocent because we weren’t convicted of a crime? We all know that innocent people go to jail. They are falsely accused and sent …
I hope all this shit was worth it. I hope you enjoyed every single moment. I hope you achieved your purpose. I’m not going to say that I didn’t want us to last, cause I did. Neither am i going to say that I didn’t know that this was all a game to you, cause …
