You Left Me

When I said if you’d leave me, I’d die, it’s because I actually thought that I would, and when you let me, I actually did. Not in the physical representation of death but in the sense that a part of me died with you and the pain of losing you felt like dying. It was

Letters To Him

It is unfortunate that I have to love you a little less because you love me so much more. I cannot bare to leave you but I know I cannot stay. We just keep hurting each other, more so me hurting you. I know no matter what I do to you, you’d never leave me.

Movie Time

We’ve been watching movies all day. Literally the whole day has been spent on this couch, switching positions, getting snacks or food, and bathroom breaks. Its 4pm and we’ve been on the same couch the whole day. I’m not complaining though, its been an amazing day to be honest. Just spending time together enjoying each

The argument

“I don’t want to argue with you”, she was getting really irritated by all this pointless anger. “We are having a conversation!” “Are we?”, she rose an eyebrow looking at him. “Yes we are!”, he raged on. “Well I don’t want to continue having this ‘conversation’ as you call it, with your raging voice blasting

This isn’t right

Apologizing is all I seem to be doing these days. The words ‘I’m very sorry’ are being repeated as a constant mantra from my lips only but never yours. Then I begin to wonder, how did we drift apart so much? What happened to us? What changed between us? The fact that you don’t take

Its over

I was almost done with my second glass champagne. I like to say sober during all these events most likely because getting drunk when you plan on getting some new prospective partners and sealing very important business deals would most likely end in a tragedy. I wasn’t here for pleasantries, I was here for business.

I miss

I miss you. I actually do miss you quite a lot. As I am seated here, sad and alone, I can’t help but miss you and wish you were here with me. I miss the good times we spent together. I miss the smiles, laughter, anger, sadness, kisses, gifts and love that we shared. I

Indecisively decided

I wonder how he feels whenever I shut that door at his face. I’ve done it so many times. I just did it right now. Shutting him out him out my house. It’s getting harder to keep doing this to him but it’s for our own good and its better this way. The closer he

Guardian angel

I’ve never met anyone like him. He has this aura of mystery but a heart of pure gold. He’s always there when I need him and when I don’t. It’s hard knowing that he knows so much about me and I barely know anything about him. He keeps me in the dark about everything and

I wish

I wish you could see the sadness in my eyes, because only you could take it away. The sadness I feel in your absence right now could probably kill me faster than a gun shot straight to my heart. I’m not to keep lying to myself that I don’t love you, when I know that