Do you know how suffocating it feels to be around so many people and still feel like your alone inside? Do you know the consequences of all the pain that I keep all locked up inside my heart? I don’t think you do. In fact I’m very sure you don’t because its not your business …
Apologizing is all I seem to be doing these days. The words ‘I’m very sorry’ are being repeated as a constant mantra from my lips only but never yours. Then I begin to wonder, how did we drift apart so much? What happened to us? What changed between us? The fact that you don’t take …
I was almost done with my second glass champagne. I like to say sober during all these events most likely because getting drunk when you plan on getting some new prospective partners and sealing very important business deals would most likely end in a tragedy. I wasn’t here for pleasantries, I was here for business. …
I have never known loss as I have now. The people I expect to know me the most only see a pinch and use that pinch to magnify my entire personality. I am disappointed but not surprised because that is how humans work. The rather live on assumptions that ask necessary questions or rather see …
A lot of people have so many things they wish to say to me. Deep thoughts they wish to share, feelings they wish to pour out, insults they want to spew, comment they’d like to make, compliments they want to give, and much more words of either love or hate but they won’t say it …
I miss you. I actually do miss you quite a lot. As I am seated here, sad and alone, I can’t help but miss you and wish you were here with me. I miss the good times we spent together. I miss the smiles, laughter, anger, sadness, kisses, gifts and love that we shared. I …
A thousand voices speaking all at once, all saying different things. I try my best to give each one of them a chance to speak but chaos listens to no one. They all want their voices to be heard no matter the cost. They don’t care about my sanity. They don’t care about anyone but …
I wonder how he feels whenever I shut that door at his face. I’ve done it so many times. I just did it right now. Shutting him out him out my house. It’s getting harder to keep doing this to him but it’s for our own good and its better this way. The closer he …
I’ve never met anyone like him. He has this aura of mystery but a heart of pure gold. He’s always there when I need him and when I don’t. It’s hard knowing that he knows so much about me and I barely know anything about him. He keeps me in the dark about everything and …
My single rose in my field of daises. My rarity. That one person that makes things change for him. That person that I can hardly say no to. That person that sees me for who and what I am and not who I make everyone think I am. That one person that would won’t see …
