I have spent countless nights consumed in my thoughts of him. Of his teasing eyes that always linger on my skin and when our gazes meet the intensity of his look increases, entrapping me in a trance of pleasure. I wonder what his eyes would look in ecstasy. Would he close them? or would his ecstasy show through the intensity of his gaze as we make love? Would he look at me with desire or loathing if we were together?
The way he talks as well as the sound of his voice causes tingles all over my body. The sound of my name from his lips is a melody to my ears. I often wonder how it would sound when he moans my name, his dazzling smile that always causes the instant appearance of mine and a laugh that causes tremors to travel through me. I wonder what those delicate looking lips would taste like. Would they be as soft and succulent as strawberries? Or would they be as hard and firm as the rest of him? His entire form is so muscular and firm. I wonder how it would feel to be held in his strong arms and pressed against hard chest. Would it feel like I’m being squished by a hard rock or held tenderly by a lovers embrace? Would his body be hard or tender to the touch? Would he enjoy being with me as much as I do?
I am filled with so much wonder of everything that concerns him. In his arms would his chest be my cushion of comfort? Would being pressed up against that fine toned body feel like home or suffocation? I have only seen him shirtless a handful of times and my oh my had that been a wonderful sight to behold. I wonder if while I’m pressed up against him if his heart would race. I wonder if being surrounded by feel of me would make him as happy as it makes me.
I also wonder how his touches would feel. When he run his hands all over my body in a teasing way, would they leave tingles in their wake? When his hands hold mine would his large hand be tender to my small ones? When he pulls me to him would he grab my hand tenderly or aggressively? Would his caresses and touches emphasize his desire for me or would they hold a scrutiny? I want nothing more than all the answers to my questions. I want nothing more than to be his, to be desired and wanted by him. I want nothing more than for him to want me as much as I want him.
How would he feel against me? I’m not sure how its going to happen but I know it will. I only hope it feels better than I could imagine and that he loves the feel of me as I love the feel of him.
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