Why do you choose to play with my feelings even though you know that I love you? Why do you pull me close in you weakness and push me away in your strength? Why do you tell me you love me when you know deep down that you don’t? Why do you get my hopes up only to crush them later on? What is it that you actually feel for me? That is if you actually do feel anything for me. Why chase everyone from me but never stay with me? You’re crazy, yet every time I look at you I see something worth my own sanity. Why are you doing this to me?
You drive me so fucking insane. I don’t know what to do for you to love ne the way that I love you. I don’t know if I should leave or stay. You always confuse me with your mixed signals. I’m sick and tired of you always leading me on and eventually breaking my heart. I don’t think I can handle anymore of your rejection I don’t think I can live with much more of your isolation. From now on I’m not going to tolerate anymore of the bullshit that you give me. Although I’m not over you but I’m going to try my most possible best to walk away and move on. Maybe I can find happiness without you.