I feel nothing. I thought I would feel something, anything at all but I just feel nothing. It’s not like I was planning on feeling this abnormal feeling of attraction that could possibly fool me into believing that I’m in love, but I was hoping to at least feel something.
Even if it was just a small level of attachment to make me feel the least bit human, yet nothing. I find myself as empty as I was in the beginning. It makes me wonder if there is any hope left for me. It makes me wonder if there is anything else left for me out there. It makes me wonder if I’m a lost cause. Am I worse than I thought?
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