If i tell you I miss you would that actually mean something to you or is it just one of those things? You probably hear that all the time but was it any different when you heard it from me? What would happen if I told you that I love you, not in the sense that I was joking but in the real fact that I trully love you? Would it mean anything? Would it matter at all that I wa the one who said it? I’ve got a lot of unanswered questions about you.
Do you really care? Are you lying? Is this all a game? Trick? Prank? Or even a bet!!? Am I just one of the rest or do I actually mean something to you? Even if I do mean something does that position actually inculcate me as important or disposable?
All these questions are left unanswered because I don’t know how to tell if you would be honest in answering them. I don’t know who the fuck you are. You could probably kill me in my sleep or even while I’m awake!!! I don’t know how to be sure of everything you say. This isn’t about knowing everyone its just about me trusting and knowing you. To believe in your honesty above all else. I want to know that your not lying. Then the biggest question is ‘how the hell would I ever be able to do that?’